I am not sure what to write....I have had so many things in my head for so many minutes, hours, days, weeks, years....I don't know how to comprehend most of it. It seems to be more and more to try to figure out as each day passes. I strongly feel God is leading me in a direction that is not supported by many. I will continue to pray for guidance, but I don't think I'm the stumbling block. I don't think God wants you to leave all you know and love either, or does He? I don't know.
I just started reading "The War of Art", and it is all about resistance in things you feel led to do. Everyone faces resistance....everyone....but we can beat it if we realize what it is. I am realizing and now I have to figure out how to fight it.