Defeated

It's been a hard day.  Something happened yesterday that I thought would make me feel better, but it didn't.  I feel defeated, hurt and as betrayed as I can ever remember.  I have to claim defeat to a beast that cannot be tamed.  I am ready to give up, and that is what I will do.  Nothing will change, no matter what horrible things occur, so it is time to let them just happen and pray for the safety of all of those impacted.  I simply cannot protect anyone any longer!  I hope they keep fighting, but honestly I think it is in vain.  Nobody will listen...nobody cares....nobody gives a second thought to the dangers involved.  It's been a hard day.