Thursday, May 9, 2013
It's been a hard day. Something happened yesterday that I thought would make me feel better, but it didn't. I feel defeated, hurt and as betrayed as I can ever remember. I have to claim defeat to a beast that cannot be tamed. I am ready to give up, and that is what I will do. Nothing will change, no matter what horrible things occur, so it is time to let them just happen and pray for the safety of all of those impacted. I simply cannot protect anyone any longer! I hope they keep fighting, but honestly I think it is in vain. Nobody will listen...nobody cares....nobody gives a second thought to the dangers involved. It's been a hard day.