Overwhelmed

I sit in the bathroom with the door closed, and I cry. I sob hard, but nobody knows. It happens in the middle of the night, while my family is watching TV and sometimes in the middle of the day when nobody is home. The last few weeks have been a whirlwind, and I am tired and sad. I miss  my mom. I'm overwhelmed by the busyness of May, and my to do list is long; but I long for the time to sit and be still. I appreciate your thoughts and prayers, and I covet them. The night time text messages wishing me peaceful sleep are the best. Thank you for listening.